Who even reads this?
Can you please like if you see this? (Trying to track my current followers)
It has been forever since I’ve posted a personal update. So much has transpired. To shorten a very long story - 2 months ago, I graduated from 3 years of hospital visits, inpatient programs, and 40-hours a week of therapy for my eating disorder. I never want to go back there again.
Like everyone, I struggle with being completely honest with all areas of my life. I have decided, after much consideration, that I will be posting the most personal of my thoughts on a password protected Tumblr. (If you want access, get ahold of me somehow and we’ll talk.)
I will continue using Tumblr to keep track of important quotes, ideas, pictures, and yes - I will continue to do personal updates… they just won’t dig into the really deep issues.
This blog is pro-recovery, and also pro-reality. I hope you find something that speaks to you, wherever you are.
his final lesson:
the moment you realize it is poison
more like milli-second if you want a chance at all at succeeding walking away
do sad people have in
they have all built a shrine
to the past
And often go there
to do a strange wail and
What is the beginning of
It is to stop being
like that. Stop Being So Religious
by Hafiz (via withnailrules)
The answer to life
If you’re looking for a reason to choose recovery. Stop. Very few people ‘choose’ recovery, you just have to do it. You have to hate it for 6 months, you have to doubt yourself 1000 times, but you have to carry on. I promise you, if you go through with it, in 6 months time, you’ll look back and realise going through recovery was the right choice.