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Dec 07
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the kind of girl i am

SJ made a post about the kind of girl she is not.

as i was reading it, i thought a large proportion of them applied to me, so i decided to list them out.

this is what i ended up with…

i am a:

  • domestic goddess
  • whiskey drinker

i’d like to think these are the only ones that really matter, anyway.

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Dec 04
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Nov 30
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i just went to the store

and got

  • 3 lbs of apples
  • 2 lb bag of carrots
  • lettuce
  • celery
  • a yellow pepper
  • a cucumber

for $2.69.

yes, that’s right.  the apples didn’t ring up right, so he gave them to me for free, but then i think he took the price of them off the total, as well.  i tried to tell him that it couldn’t be correct, since the carrots alone were $1.99, but he insisted and there was a line behind me.

i win at shopping.

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Nov 29
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yes i know you're family,

and no matter when you call, i will always say, “no, it’s not too early,”  but the truth is - i am in college, sir.  that means on the weekends, any time before 10 is too early.

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Nov 28
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i am missing people today something fierce

no one, specific… just the company of others.

anyone want to hang out?  (or have a suggestions of something fun to do by myself?)

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Nov 25
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truth about the purging aspect of bulimia

truth about the purging aspect of bulimia

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Nov 21
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The 80/20 Principle

Richard Koch, the author of the best selling business book The 80/20 Principle, studied many businesses and successful individuals and came to this conclusion: For most businesses, 20 percent of their activity produces 80 percent of their results.  Twenty percent of their activity produces 80 percent of their profits.  And he says the same thing is true for individuals.  That is, 20 percent of what you do in your life produces 80 percent of your results.  Twenty percent of what you do in your life produces 80 percent of your happiness.  Twenty percent of the people you hang around with produce 80 percent of the joy in your relationships.

Basically, 20 percent of what you do brings about most of the results in your life, and 80 percent of what you do is pretty much wasted time.  For example, a lot of people watch too much television.  New studies even show that watching more than twenty hours a week can lead to mild depression.  So it’s not very productive and it doesn’t result in a lot of happiness, which makes it wasted time.  If you spend more time in the areas that bring you the most results and less time in ineffective pursuits, then you will accomplish more by doing less!

Excerpt from One Month To Live: Thirty Days To A No-Regrets Life

reblogging myself for the reminder.

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crash and collide

every once in awhile, i feel this huge rush of emotion come over me.  it’s generally at the most inopportune times - when i have homework i’m trying to work on, when i’m climbing into bed, when i’m in the middle of my shift at work.  it happens when i have other things to do, things that often seem more important.  then i wonder, is there anything more important than this?

i try to stop, breathe, and dissect the tidal wave of feeling.

what comes up again and again is that people are at the root of it all.  i don’t know how to say it in any other way than i care and i care and i care.

i’ve never seen a trainwreck, but i’d imagine it’s one of those things that is so awful, everything in you screams to look the other way, and yet it’s so intense, you can’t take your attention off of it.

this is me and you.  even when you’re falling apart, even when it’s crashing down, even when everything tells me to “get out while i still can,” there is an even bigger part of me that whispers, “stay and help.”  even if we’ve never met, i still want to tell you, “i love you and i will fight for you.”

the problem is, sometimes the mess is too big for just one person to clean up.  this is where the overwhelming emotions show up.  i want to help, but i can’t do it alone.  i can’t be the only one who feels like this.

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Nov 20
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Girls are like apples… the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don’t want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren’t as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who’s brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree…
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